I think that this two week wait is harder than any before because of the possibility of me actually being pregnant. But at the same time it's easier because of that actual possibility.
Either way, my mind is constantly consumed with the thoughts Am I or Am I Not?!?!?!?!
It keeps me from functioning normally. As I was leaving work yesterday, I stopped at the fridge in the break room to pick up my lunch that I hadn't eaten so that I could take it home. I already had my car keys in hand. So after I closed the fridge door, I kept pressing the lock on my car keys...like the fridge was actually going to lock...I didn't realize it but I was waiting for the fridge to either beep or flash it's headlights at me.
Am I losing it or what?